orangestory

This afternoon was my Statistics paper. I have scored an A for the coursework, and have aimed for another A for the main exam, but now, i can clearly see my 'A' is flying high to the sky, with wings on the left and the right side of it, leaving me here with just a .. err.. 'B'? or worse, a 'C' maybe? Well, I believe that miracles do exist, but.. will a miracle happen this time? I mean, it's my fault for making that crucial mistake, for misinterpreting the question.. for being too confident too, perhaps?? ~_~

Ok.

Is God teaching me something now?
I don't know.

Why did God allow me to make that mistake?
I don't know.

Why at the first place was i very careless?
I don't know.

Will i be able to concentrate for tomorrow's paper?
I don't know.

Will i flunk tomorrow's paper too?
I don't know.

When my parents say "nevermind" everytime i do my exams badly, do they really not mind?
I don't know.

Will my brother compare my results to his?
I don't know.

Who is to blame?
I don't know.

Can I stop worrying now?
I don't know.

Why all don't know?
I also don't know.

What i know is, i am very sad. very very sad. it's like... what is the need to study when in the end you still did badly for the paper? studying just making things worse because once you know that your mistakes are actually stupid, and you know you actually can do it, you will feel very bad, and very frustrated.

right?

don't know?

Anyway.. tried to study for econs' paper tomorrow. Guess what I did?

Took pictures of myself

Drew things on Econs' booklet

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