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Hey folks!

I'm sorry that I have not been updating my blog recently. This is due to the overload schoolwork and CCA meetings that almost killed me. As the whole TP population should know, these 2 weeks are our projects due before the mid-semester test. And I was so "blessed" that I am in project groups whose members did not care and were not helping at all. Ok. I should not say "at all", as some of them were kind of helpful, but still, they did succeed in making me slept for 2-3 hours almost everyday for the week doing the projects, while almost all of them were sleeping at those early hours.

I should be thankful to God Almighty, who has been giving me a good health despite of the harsh treatment I have done to my body. I should admit that besides not having enough rest that I deserve, I also did not consume enough water daily, and have been skipping meals, not because I am on diet, but because I have been so busy working till I forget to have dinner. It's true that sometimes I can feel the headache and the pain on my stomach as a sign of being overstressed. My pimples start to show their existance, and PM Syndrome begin to come, even though the time has not come. However, not even a day I feel really sick, thanks to God alone.

I went for my church's youth ministry's bible camp. It is held in Aloha Changi Resort, and it was not such a blast as last year's. But I felt really blessed through this camp compared to last year's, coz I did expect big things from God, unlike last year. Below is the link to view some photographs taken by Ivan, one of my cellgroup mates:

http://s55.photobucket.com/albums/g132/simplykita/invasion%2019-21%20may%2006/

Another photographs...

The girls . . .

Always look upon the Father . . .

Why so many blackers?? Gah.. dont care.. just smileee :)

Before checkin' out . . .

Can you spot me ? ? ?

Five, everyone!!!

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I WANT TO GO TO JAPAN!!! >_<

Whoever you are, whether you like it or not, I think Japan is CooL!!

Gahh.. darn student exchange, I signed up for a student exchange programme to Japan but where the hell all my information go to?? Like I did not receive any single thing telling after my application. Crap laaa.. My exchange programme to Japan has gone.. *sob sob*

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Melissa..
you are my friend whom I always spent my nights with..
even though u r in Jakarta..
but how far Jakarta is to Singapore????

MISS YA!!!!!

Gile bener, hari ini gw gak tau knapa gak enjoy chatting.. Stewpid.. mana kompi gw gak bisa baca CD 1 litre of tears gw.. huHu... males blajar... CD rusak... temen msn smua pada gak asik... besok diskusi EBM, kamis ada kuis, besok mesti skip tutorial gara2 gcc gembel itu... ohh... ke dokter!! ke rumah sakit!! malam gw lagi parah!!! Ambulans!! Suster!! Tolongggggggggg!!!

ngobrol ma endru.. tapi dia sibuk abis deh.. uda kayak dia tuh anggota DPR aja.. klo u ajak ngomong, dia baru bales like 5 minutes later...
ngobrol ama justin.. sama aja gak serunya.. tu anak gak ngerti deh ngomongin apaan.. ujung2nya banggain dirinya sendiri gt...
yah.. apa gw aja yang terlalu sensi ya??

Mel.. gw bener2 kangen sia... Klo inget malem2 yang mengenaskan, gw slalu inget malem gw pas kita ngobrol bareng, bcanda bareng, gila bareng...
Dan it's like dunno when ever since the last time we talked to each other...
Sigh.. U pake telkomnet lahh.. paling nggak kadang2 bisa ngobrol..

Oh iya..
trus gw keingetan sama gambar TP gw...
Gw keseeeeeeelll banget klo inget tragedi mengenaskan yang terjadi pada gambar gw itu..!!!
Gimana nggak, gambar itu tuh ya, asal lu tau aja, berhari2 baru kelar!!
Setelah gambar itu kelar, gw puas banget dan gak berhenti2nya mandangin gambar itu...
Siapa sangka, salah 1 temen gw dateng k tpt gw
Ngambil gambar gw karna dia mau coba test lasalle-SIA
gw kira dia cuman mo blajarin tu gambar...
gak taunya...
gak taunya....

DIA pake tu gambar sbg PORTFOlionya!!!
Odong banget gak seh????
Kalo jadi gw lu bakal gimana???
Tu gambar uda sampe gw sayang2..
gambar yang terlalu bikin gw puas..
Gambar kebanggaan...
Skrg ilang karna dia.
Sebelnya, dia pake buat portfolio dia.
Artinya, kreditnya ke dia.

Trus gw coba contact dia..
tapi selalu gak berhasil...
keputusan gw, dia balik ke China..
dan gak kembali lagi ke singapore..

MAN!!

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Oh no... oh no... oh nooooo!!

I fall in love with Japanese drama . . . . . !!

It's titled One Litre of Tears

or in Romaji, Ichi Rittoru no Namida

it is about a 15 year old girl who just stepped into high school life

however, she learned that she has a spinocerebellar degeneration disease

an incurable disease that will fail her spinal cord,

and lead to her motor neuron not to function properly.

It's such a sad show..

Really teaches you how to move on,

even though the condition may not be to your liking..

Although the girl knows

that her future seems so dark and vague,

but she chooses to do her best while she can

and move on...

HELP!!

I cant help it but watch..

but too bad, when I reached the 6th series,

the computer can't read the CD..

it says the CD is either broken or dirty ..

so I cleaned the CD..

but still, to no avail..

the CD has broken . . .

Sad laaa T_T

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I cleaned my bedroom this afternoon, and I found lots of things that I thought I have lost: the birthday card from Andrew, short stories from Gadis, etc, etc. One of the piles was the poem Steven gave me 3 years ago...

I hand it over to you
Hoping that you will accept it
Praying to God Almighty
You will be careful and protect it

I gently place it in your hands
And you curl your fingers 'round
I tell you, you now own it
In me, it cannot be found

You grasp it firmly in your hands
And gaze into my eyes
You realise this treasure
And then begin to cry

I am warmed at this and thankful
That you can really know
That this thing in your hand
Is why I love you so

A tear streaks upon your cheek
And I begin to kiss it away
You brush my hand aside
And tell me what you have to say

"I will carry this gift
In a golden case
I will never allow
Another tear to streak your face"

I look into you and you into me
I know that you do not lie
I trust in you, I gave you this
You put it away...

Well, to be honest, until now I still don't know what does it mean. LOL. What is the gift that the poem mentions? Hmmm...

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So I've made the decision. I'll go for TPIS, thank God, at last I've made my decision. I feel really relieved now. I hope everyone respects it, even though i feel really sorry for GCC, especially for Daisy. It's not that GCC doesn't have any mean to me. In fact, it has made me really thinking over it again and again before I decided to leave them. If GCC means nothing to me, it will then be an easy choice.

I realised that it's beyond my ability to run 2 clubs altogether, remembering that i still have the oh-so-heavy schoolwork. I am currently taking 7 modules this semester (excluding APEL 2). It was crazyyy!! Furthermore, I can't seem to understand anything when Kok Yau is talking. DBIS.. what a subject. Primary Key.. foreign key.. subqueries.. arghh.. And this is only SQL, if I am struggling just with SQL, wait till I meet OTBS. Gahhh!! Why do people learn IT? I mean, it will get outdated sooner or later. Sigh..

And POM project due this Monday. Tell me how do I not feel stressed?

~Well, everyone is stressed now~~

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Ok, i dunno why am i so indecisive, but this is LOUISA.

So TPIS wants me as a maincomm. I can't reject their offer. WHY?? Coz they have NO manpower!! They want 1 indonesian in the committee, and that's a MUST. The thing is, they have lots of requirements to be their maincomms, one of them is that you have to attain an average B grade in your recent examination result, at least.

So I am bloody qualified la, my results last semester were B and above!

Like i scored a 'Distinction' for my freehand drawing CDS, 'A' for my Networked Multimedia, 'B+' for my CS2, and 'B' for the rest of the subjects.

Another thing is that I am not really blur about the existance of TPIS. I do help as a student helper whatsoever, I participate for some of the activities that they organise, I'm kina active in TP Indo Union, I know quite a lot of the Indonesians in TP, and I have the passion to know more Indonesians in the campus.

Those are the reasons why Jenny appoints me to take over her position as a TPIS maincomm as well as the leader of TPIU.

I don't mind leading TPIU though, LOL. Being with people from your own country who share the same fate as you is always fun. But maincomm of TPIS?? -.- I dunno.

What makes me in dilemma?? Well, simple. There is another question that bothers me a lot: WHAT ABOUT GCC??

EXACTLY!

What about GCC?? I have come this far with GCC people, foster friendship with them, why should I leave them?? Another thing is, GCC deals with big events, but at the same time, however, they are a lot busier. A LOT BUSIER!

Currently, what I want is a good GPA.
What I worry the most is: WILL I HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR MY SUBJECTS??

GCC?? They have treated me as if I am part of their main committee members.
TPIS? They have no one to nominate from Indonesia! And think about Indonesian Union!

(Another thing is that, I have one secret mission for TPIU ever since I havent been a part of Temasek Polytechnic. I cant tell you what is that, well, it's a secret! =P)

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