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Morning people..! First of all, I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to those who wished me happy birthday on the 11th of July ^^ I will treasure you guys.. Here are the list in a non-chronological order.

Ivan JL, Andrew, Regina, San-san, Zi Yan, Mia, Dedi, Terra, Kelly, Christina, Elvina, Cynthia, Vanessa, Xiwen, Crystal, Chien Zhi, Daryl, Jing Yi, Su Ling, Nurul, Ivan NB, Nigel, Rendi, Menny, Vanya, Erni, Angga, Andriani, Aprilia, Lestari, Hui Lei, Samuel JO, Ella, Citra, Eileena, Frans & fam.

-plz let me know if I miss you out...K? ^^ (Note: Wishes through MSN Messenger are not included)-

I feel like complaining but I'm afraid people that read my blog will fed up because of the complaining stuff. My previous 2 posts have been about complaints and I believe nobody would like to see another one. But I cant "tahan" liaoz... I feel like vomiting everything out here... I'm so sorry guys..

I feel very disappointed, sad, and at the same time, angry. Yesterday -ohh, its 30 mins ago- was my sweet 17th birthday. In Indonesia, 17 years of age is already considered as adults and girls will usually have blast celebrations. Because I live in Singapore and my acquaintances are divided by 2 countries (Singapore and Indonesia), I understand the situation that I cant have that kinda celebration. Well, I don't really mind as I am not the type of gal who likes to be in a party, to begin with. Besides, I had my term test just the week before my bday, and even on the day itself! So I prefer concentrating on school work to thinking of what type of party should I throw.

I already asked my 2 best friends, terra and chris, to eat out tomorrow, which was on my bday. Before I slept, I was hopping that tomorrow would be fun. Accounting paper was no worries to me. I believed that everything would turn out well and exciting! I imagined I would receive a lot of birthday testimonials from my friends. Just this and nothing more. Well, friendster has given them a hint! There is no reason for them to forget, unless they don't check the net so often. If they cant make it, at least they can send me an SMS? Well I dunno... Or gimme a call, perhaps?

Andrew's msg brightened my day. He was the first to wish me a happy birthday. Andrew wont forget over this little thing as he always remembers my birthday. I remember the last time he sent me a birthday present. I believe the present was so precious to him, that no insane would ever give such a thing away for a person whom he rarely meets. But he gave it, anyway. That was so nice of him. I went to sleep, starting with a prayer, of course..

the sun finally rose on the "happy" day. I went to the campus with a huge smile engraved on my face, ready to go for the accounting paper. 4 of my classmates (vanessa, chienzhi, xiwen, crystal) gave me a bracelet and a card.. So nice.. :) Thanks to the 4 of you ^^

then I went straight to meet chris and terra. Do some hang out stuff.. Nothing much, but I had so much fun! =)

aiya......... I dunno whether I should complaint here. I don't think the readers deserve another complaint... Briefly, I was angry and disappointed as a lot of my precious friends (friends that are precious to me, people that I think are fun to be with, people that I consider my close friends) forget about this. It may sound so childish but I mean it. it is alright for me if those people in MSN forget. But they are my close friends!!! I waited till 23:59, perhaps they would like to be the last to give me surprises. But they didn't. The thing is, those whom I did not really expect much to remember do remember!! I know I should not be too egoistic and selfish. There may be some situations whereby their phones are out of balance and none their family members wanted to lend them theirs, or perhaps their internet cannot be used.. Or whatever.. But it's not likely to have ALL of them experience the same thing at a same time in a very same particular day rite? Some of them DID go online, but they didn't even NOTICE my so-obvious-and-thick-skinned nick. Or they did notice but didn't even bother to instant message me to say hi?? Some of them put "away" sign.. But were they really that busy to say even a simple wish?? The story I give you now is not the worse... If I were a heartless person, I may even copy-paste some of their conversations.. Ok forget about elaborating. I am very, very disappointed with those people! >_<

whatever... im goin to bed. im sick. im not feelin well. i deserve the rest i need. readers, im sorry to let you read another complaint. I am not that kind of person, really. i do give thanks, lolx.. but these days were just not right. i am away from my God, the only source of joy. That is probably why i become like this. abnormal. childish. selfish.. you name it. sigh... What's wrong with meee???

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