Hard Homeworks
Argh. I hate difficult questions on any homework. Seriously, why do they need to be so hard ???
Make my life easy, please, coz I need to relax just like any other normal kid.
BITE Issue 9
I did a couple of googles and got a great find. It's actually a soft copy of BITe, TP BIT's very own newsletter. Check out this link and scroll all the way to the 2nd page! (Perfect score for BPERP Certification)
www-bus.tp.edu.sg/bus_bit_bite9.pdf
:)
Stupid Guy, Don't Even Understand Why The Heck Did I Like Him In The First Place!
I saw a picture of a friend I used to like with his girlfriend. Looking at him again and again, I felt a little mad.
I don't exactly know what I was feeling, but I just felt like puking.
Not that they are not a perfect match though, just that I finally felt how stupid I was to fall for him.
He was a freaking bad asshole to begin with, if I can't really say the bad F word. He is the kind of guy who likes to play and can never be serious. The one whose hobbies include making fun of people. After I graduated from TP, I made a simple swear to myself that I would never ever see him again, no matter what it takes. I have turned down my friends' efforts to have some kind of meet-ups after graduation for as little as 3 times, and I believe it's gonna be more.
To think of it, why am I avoiding him so much? After all, I am now living a better life. I am studying in one of Singapore's prestigious universities, I passed all my subjects, I have enough money to treat myself, and most importantly, I have A LOVING BOYFRIEND.
Oh please, my boyfriend is way taller than he is, certainly more handsome in ANY ANGLE, and more muscular. Additionally, my boyfriend is a much better kisser than he is. He is also more humble and always ready to be here for me anytime I want. Simply put, he is just a phone-call away. He respects me for who I am, willing to wait for me, and look at me differently in a way that makes me feel so special. He takes me to places I never expect, he opens up a new dimension in life, and he is not ashamed of loving me. He protects me like a diamond and will never let me walk alone at night. He is honest, he loves me no matter how bad my day is, he loves me when I'm feeling down, he loves me when I'm happy, he loves me when I'm sick, he loves me when I'm broke, he is who he is, and he let me be who I am. I love him with all my heart and soul. My boyfriend is everything to me.
So what's now to avoid? That guy is nothing to me. He can never compete with me. I can always see him with head held high, step him on the ground and walk over him.
But with all these achievements, why do I still want that guy to go down even deeper? I even wish he should never ever be happy. I do not want him to move on, I want him to get stucked being a fool. I want all girls in the world to dump him miserably.
Am I being very bad? Just once I want to laugh AT him. He played me and I want him to feel the misery every second in his life. I wanna be successful. I wanna be an entrepreneur, creating jobs for the unemployed. One day I'm gonna be stunning. One day I am gonna be THE GIRL. One day I'm gonna look at you disgustingly for the last time, and since then, I am not gonna look back.
Director's List
I was thinking about polytechnic. If only I spent the same amount of work when I was in poly, I think I should have already gotten a director's list.
For once in my tertiary life I wanna be good. But now it's over.
GAYA and ICON
I went to watch GAYA 2010 the musical: The Tale of Sitti Nurbaya with Zita today. Unfortunately, everything wasn't really up to my expectation. I was promised something good by my roommates and my friends (they are involved in the play) but I guess whatever they said were just an overstatement of how the play really was. Wasn't really great. In fact, last year's play was better if I have to compare. Pretty much a disappointment. I hope my roommates won't read this post otherwise I will break their hearts terribly. Thina (HOD Sound and Lighting) practically went home at midnight everyday for the past week just for the play. But seriously, I think all the preparations were done in a rush, thus the final output was not fully maximized.
I really hate my CCA now because the Exco is bullshit. I think I should just be the president. Zzz. I skipped their team bonding retreat because I was too lazy. And besides, I have an EI meeting, IST homework to do, and GAYA to watch. None of them actually supports GAYA, despite the freaking email I sent. Damn, they didn't even freaking reply to it. What International Connection? International Connection MY ASS. I seriously don't think they have the heart for the international students, especially the president. I think they are just there to beef up their CCA records, which is pointless. Serving the international students is my passion and this club is my baby. But now I see that the club, after changing the board of committee, does not seem to go that way. Each one of them is just building up their ego as an exco member, which is, once again, totally bullshit. How I miss the previous Exco. Aye's batch to be exact.
And Guofeng baby I think you are thinking too much.
Uncomfortable feeling
Have you ever felt like you are crashing down but actually there's nothing wrong with your life? This happens to me often and I don't understand why.
I am gonna get my ass to school in a few minutes but deep inside I don't feel good. It's bloody uncomfortable but somehow I doubt that all these nasty feelings actually come from having myself going to school pretty soon.
Man, this sucks.
Stupid ManComm Bidding
Ok theres something that I did which Im sure gonna make you scream saying "ARE YOU NUTS?"
Last Thursday when Linda and Yessa came over to do CAT assignment together, we sorta ended quite late at night and so we planned to continue the next afternoon.
Me, being a lazy ass, had a morning Management Communication (ManComm) class the day after (Friday). And how I hated waking up early in the morning finally made me think of one crazy decision - to drop ManComm.
Since the bidding system is still open, I went there and drop my class (Friday morning) and bidded for Tuesday afternoon's slot, same module. There was only 1 vacancy left in that slot and I bidded for e$20 plus. The bidding was closed the next morning 8am so I thought I was so damn bloody lucky.
The next day I checked whether or not I got my bid (was pretty confident that I got it) and to my surprise..... I DIDN'T GET ANYTHING. Some bloody ass-H chap bidded that very same class for e$ 29.99!! Kns. Now I had 1 less module this term and that FREAKED me out. Like totally freaked my out. HOW THE F AM I GONNA COMPLETE MY STUDIES IN 4 YEARS!!??
And BOSS Bidding is SUPER LOUSY I can't even bid 2 courses (with 1 DICE) at the same timeslot!! GRR!! WTH. Angry like shit.
All because of laziness of waking up early in the morning on Fridays. Luckily there is one more window left which closes tomorrow. This is the last chance and last call for settling your classes for the next semester and now I am bidding it for 32 bucks (Monday Afternoon's) and my e-wallet is BROKE. ZZZZZZZZZZ. No money....!! Was thinking of totally not taking that class at all and bid for ESR on Thursday night. But then again, ManComm is a year-1 course (meaning better to complete in your freshman year) and now I am a year 2 sem 2 student. I don't wanna take that course in year 3 ~_~. HOW HOW!! >.<
Marriage
Ok. Today I saw Shanti's pic and found out that she just got married like, last month. And she looked really pretty and happy there. She told her friends that it is just an ROM kinda thing and not really involve a proper banquet. But heck, she got married!
Also, only yesterday, Adrian told us that another girl will be getting married soon too. Looking back, my secondary school friend Lestari also got married and she has a daughter now. Erni got married, Terra got married. Everyone in my age got married!
Part of me were like, heck, they are still so young and yet they are married. Living with their husbands and have kids. I look at their pictures with an envious aura.
REALLY!!
I ENVY YOU GUYS! If asked, I will also want to get married! Seriously!
I want to build a home with my husband and watch him come home from work everyday. We raise children and send them to school. We teach them languages and math, and the list goes on.
I WANNA GET MARRIED!!!! :( :( :(
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