Updates!
| at 11:03 PM
Alright, went crazy after PMSB exam yesterday. It was a 2-hour paper, and we had 3 questions. And ALL of them were case study. OH MAI GAWD. and each question had a minimum 3 parts of questions (like a b c kinda thing, and at least one of them was about drawing stupid models). And it irritated me out coz question 1a and question 2a were about drawing a workflow model! Disgustingly took a freaking lots of time drawing them. It was an open book exam and Jessie and I were preparing on which of the pages are important the morning before the exam. And sadly, I didn't really utilize my book.
Never Be Replaced
| at 12:14 PM
Okay, I know that I love him. Everyone knows that I love him. And there is one song that truly describes it all.
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you & I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
I love you
Yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until... the end... of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You've made me thank god that I've lived my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Joy in everyday that I spent with you
And I won't miss you 'cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you & I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you & I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
You will never be replaced
I feel for you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until... the end... of time...
Looking for a way back, or keep on going?
| at 7:13 PM
Sometimes, when you look at old times' photographs, they all remind you of something that you once had, which you wish to preserve forever. The feelings can never be nasty, because when things turn bad, you don't even want to capture it in the first place.
I have this habit of looking at pictures of old friends. They all bring me back to where I was initially. I was contented and happy. Or so it seemed.
I realized that today, I can never be the same me again. The nice and cheerful girl is gone, replaced with someone a lot meaner. I curse and swear almost everyday, scold vulgar words without hesitation and compromise with my own purity. I don't talk to God anymore and sometimes even think that it is time for me to go out of His way. I don't care if everyone around me going upwards in their spiritual life, all I know is that mine is going down and there is nothing I can do about it.
So here I am, far below in the darkest part of my life. I know that I can always seek help, like stop pretending that I am fine whenever I see the rest of the sheep and tell them "hey do you mind looking after me so I won't go back there again and keep on walking with you?" But nope, that's not what I am doing right now.
The most magical proposal ever
| at 11:31 AM
Okay while browsing for entertaining videos I came across this one. I saw it I was silenced in amazement. To me, this marriage proposal (although it's a little gay) is the one that I believe most girls would dream of.
Terbang
| at 10:56 AM
FirmanMu Tuhan pelita bagi kakiku
JanjiMu terang bagi jalan-jalanku
KebenaranMu menuntunku setiap hari
KumenantikanMu beri kekuatan baru
Ku kan terbang tinggi di awan
BersamaMu dalam kemuliaan
S'bab firmanMu teguh menopang
Ku kan aman di dalamMu Tuhan
JalanMu di atas jalan-jalanku
RancanganMu melebihi rancanganKu
JanjiMu sungguh t'lah membebaskanKu
Berjalan lebih tinggi, berjalan bersamaMu
Hatiku Percaya
| at 10:54 AM
Tuhanlah kekuatan dan mazmurku
Dia gunung batu dan keselamatanku
Hanya padaMu hatiku percaya
Kaulah menara dan kota perlindungan
Ku mau selalu bersyukur
Sebab cintaMu padaku tak'kan pernah berubah
Hatiku percaya
Walau bumi bergoncang, gunung-gunung beranjak
Namun kasih setiaMu tak pergi dariku...
InDanCity presents: Beyond
| at 3:04 AM
Congratulations to InDanCity (SMU's contemporary dance club) who just ended their concert in Victoria Theatre last saturday, 17 Jan 2009 titled Beyond.
The auditorium was full house and I gotta watch for free (whee!! thanks!!)
I think their performance was uber cool! Seriously! I like Subconscious, Contrary, No Man is an Island, Facade, Memories, Fields of Promise, Rouge, ok, EVERYTHING. Their choreography is great, especially Facade and Fields of Promise OMG brilliant!!!! Contemporary dance is more artistic and lyrical, emotional and meaningful, which is such an enjoyment to watch. I do like hip hop too but they are mostly dont deal a lot with lyrics and melodies. They are more to beats and steps.
Yah CONGRATULATIONS INDANCITY!!!
I think I still like Contrary and Fields of Promise the best.