Hurt. Again.
Gw hampir lupa gimana rasanya sakit hati, sampai hari ini.
I read your messages to her, and that shattered my heart.
Maybe you were just joking.
Maybe she was one of your best friends.
Maybe you didn't mean it.
But it hurts.
In that conversation you didn't seem to regard me at all.
Like I was nothing.
You ignored my feelings, my status, my existence.
Maybe I over-think things.
But however you judge me, I am already hurt.
I wish I hadn't fallen so deeply into this pitch you and I once created.