Weak.
You protect me like a diamond.
Surround me with your concerns.
Shower me with love.
You give... you give... and you give.
It never ends.
And I am weak when it comes to you.
I AM UNABLE TO HURT YOU.
Is it time to say "I love you"??
NO NO NO!!!
WAKE UP!!! WAKE UP!!!
I am supposed to break your heart.
Break your heart.
Break you.
Kill you.
But I ...
... can't.
Shucks.
You are the finest thing to me, and I am attached to you.
Thank you.
I hate it but I have to say it - I'm sorry.
I can never be yours forever, but somehow I don't want to end it. Not yet.
For some unknown reason, I still wanna be your one and only girl.
Which is why it gets harder everyday for me to see you because it makes me wanna stay.
You make me wanna stay, but I have to go.
I know what I do will hurt you, will cut you deep.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I am confused myself.
My heart is beating fast,
But soon after, my brain is thinking hard.
What on earth are you doing???????
I am a girl, I am drowned with my emotions.
You have played your card well, you stir my emotions.
And when I'm conscious and start to open my eyes,
all I know is you holding me.
Shucks.
Work @ Funan DigitaLife Mall
Today I was transferred to work in Funan DigitaLife Mall instead of the usual Bugis Junction. The stall there was so small as compared to BGJ. Then, what surprised me the most is that, there were only 2 people working, Me and Allan (the in-charge)!!
Allan was put in the kitchen, and I was put at the counter. Like duh, I only know how to do counter... But 2 people was enough because there are soo little customers! In fact, Allan told me he used to handle both outside and inside alone, during non-peak hours. To me, their pick hours are bugis' non-peak hours. Lol. To top it off, their daily nett sales is only one third of bugis'. That's how rare the customers are.
I thought working in Bugis is already very relaxing compared to the restaurants like Ngee Ann City outlet or Isetan outlet. Now after working in Funan, I should say that working in Bugis is SUPER TIRING. Hahahah. And the way they do closing is very simple. Like, at 8:50 pm, they no longer accept anymore orders. Meaning, they are CLOSED. At 9pm, they wash the floor and count money. At 9:30, they relax and talk cock, waiting for bank-in time. At 10pm, they bank in, fax the sales report, and go home. Sooo goood rite???? In Bugis, I tell you. We refuse orders only at 9:45, wash floor at 10:00, bank in at 10:30, go home at 10:45!!!
But I still love Bugis though during peak hours, especially on weekends, is so busy til you can cry. Despite all those, I have more friends there. To me, those people are like my brothers and sisters. I hope to cherish the short moment I have with them.
Bouncy bicycle ride.
Okay I really don't know what I did but... today I saved 87 cents on bus fares!!!
hahahah.
I went home pretty late from work today as I stayed until closing time but that's not the point. The thing is I was taught a new thing - doing the daily sales report!!!!!! Actually I was really tired so maybe just 50% of the entire training went into my head. So because it was already late, I was given a ride by one of my colleagues.
The funny thing was, my colleague did not drive a car nor a motorbike, but a bicycle!!!!
I was like... WHAT!!??
But it was a funny incident as his bike was really small. At first I doubted that it would be able to fit me behind, but it amazingly did. In the middle of the journey, I almost gave up becoz my legs were so tired to stay against the gravity (the bike was so small I had to pull my legs up to prevent it from brushing the ground). But when I told him I couldn't take it, he met a bunch of his housemates who also rode bicycles (i can't believe they all are bicycle riders!!), and he exchanged his bike for a bigger one (his friend's). That saved my legs a ton.
When we reached paya lebar, he was already perspiring. I, on the other hand, besides balancing my body, was behind him trying to leave a gap between his shirt and my shirt (to prevent the sweat from transferring to my shirt, hahah). To top it off, my neighborhood area was not really designed for bike-riders, as its pedestrian lanes were really narrow and full of steps. He was too stressed riding the bike becoz of those "challenging" lanes and all I could do was just sitting behind him in a pity becoz I just gained a few kgs, lol.
But oh wells. I reached home anyways.
I don't know you
You.
I've always seen you smile and be happy. But what on earth were you so scary today???
Your face was all red and there's no significant laughter that you always possess.
Something is wrong???
What's the anger?
Tell me what's going on.
I don't know the "you" today.
Promise me you will be back.
I miss you.
