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Next week is the project submission. Gosh. My coursemates and I are like so dead now. Mountains of projects fall on us.

Today I came to school just to do the UIR test which I did not really do very well. Baka. It's like only MCQ and yet I did not pass well. I'm so super sad...

Principles of Marketing lesson was cancelled coz Ms. Belinda Ho was on MC. (Miss Ho, prepare yourself for your sing and dance performance next week, will ya? Lol...). So we all went to Jue's working place in Starbucks Changi Airport. The place was so cosy! Aisya, Stephanie, Fazi and I in the end had our OB project discussion there. We took like about 2.5 hours just to finish the darn OB Part A report. No, it's not because it is difficult or a lot, it was because we took more time to chat and joke around than to really discuss the topics (bullying among sch kids). And thank God Stephanie took Psychology before, so she kinda understand human behaviours and why do kids bully their friends. Jue is supposed to be in our group but she had to work so she did not join us. She did task 1 though. Anyway she served us drinks so it is alright to me. Lol. Ok I'm bad....

Anyway, Aisya said she will type the report, so OB down, 3 more to go.

Went home from school, I showered, surfed Internet for a while, and did OTBS straight after that. At least phase 1 OTBS is still doable.. In a sense that, it does not really require PHP codes to begin with. Only HTML and CSS will do. Then, along the way, I developed some ideas on my games. It was kinda cool on how ideas can pop up just like that. So I changed the game instructions and edited my flowchart. Phew.... Left descriptions to do but I'm too lazy to do it now. Lol.

Alright, moving on from projects... I have to find for companies to go for my SIP. Sigh. I throw away the ideas on going for overseas attachment as it is too troublesome (I think). So I guess I will stick to Singapore. Hmmm... Any ideas on where I should apply?

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11 November? Alright It was like loooonngg ago... hahahaha

My grandma is hospitalised and she can't talk now. Gah... We cant communicate no more coz she cant even write.. Not even pointing alphabets. Sigh.

I dont know what it would be when she is discharged man... Seriously... She cant cook, etc.. what am i supposed to do? Cook for her? Lol.

I'm listening Worlds Apart from Jars of Clay and it's really cool.. This song is about 3 years old already but it is still nice to listen. No wonder Ryan Cabrera loves this song!! HAhahaha...

Anyways.. Ive spent too much money this week I cant afford to spend anymore on unnecessary stuff... And Colvis asks me if I wanna start a business with him.. hmm basically I would be selling web stickers for others who wanna design their own page.. I design and he sells.. Of course the profits will be divided between us... Not quite a bad idea huh? But the programmes I have is only Photoshop and I suck in Flash so I dont know how to bloody design the stickers. Perhaps it would be just non-animated images all over. Lol. I wonder if he can sell those........

I have been wanting to get rich these days i dont know why. I have been attending an entrepreneurship seminar, I wanna participate in online stock trading competition, I wanna invest my money in a company, I wanna write a business proposal... Gah... I dont know what the hell is wrong with me man seriously......

Moving on, I received a wedding invitation from Ci Meili and Ko Albert... They are getting married next month so yeah.. CONGRATS to both of you cici and koko... I hope the two of you will live happily ever after (Lol.. what's this?? a fairy tale?? ~.~)

Alrites.... Enuf of the fun stuff already, let me share with you something ugly.

I HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY BUSY AND FULLY OCCUPIED WITH PROJECTS!!

Ugly? YES! Organisational Behaviour, Principles of Marketing, Systems Analysis and Design, Open Technology and Business Systems................ AND ALL HAVE THE SAME DEADLINES!! Tell me whats wrong with lecturers nowadays?? -.-"

And UIR has that bloggie thing needs to be updated at least everyweek, and my UIR class test is next wednesday....

Not only that, I have to secure my place for attachment next semester and by next month I have to submit my declaration forms, personal particulars, cover letter, and resume. Sigh.

What else? TPIS is having its sports festival, International Bazaar and Friendship day which 2 out of the 3 I am the in-charge.... GCC is having their meetings and I have not yet finished typing the previous minutes...

My mum is coming (again) this Friday....

And TERM TEST is coming in less than a month.....

I AM HALF DEAD NOW. HELP!

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there is someone i fell in love with.

His name is...

Jesus.

He cares for me so much that He knows how many strands of hair on my head.

And I have felt and experienced His love, when He hugs me, when He whispers to me how much He loves me, when He told me not to worry, when He asks me to be joyful.. there are a feeling that is impossible to describe. A feeling of satisfaction.

It is a stupidity not to follow His advice. It's a foolishness to just let Him go.

And now God, I know You are still there in the midst of my problems, You are just beside me when I have to make an important decision. And You will answer only if I ask.

REcently I asked God a question. "Must I explore the things that I have never been through in my entire life before?" (The details of the question is confidential)

His answer was so simple, but yet so deep.

"You have the value that is already been instilled inside you ever since you are young. You know what is right and what is wrong. Seek me, and everything will be given to you."

That's true. That's so true. Why negotiate? God is the God of certainty. Yes means yes, and no means no.

YEsterday (Friday night), I asked God another question. Okay, perhaps it wasnt a question but a request. I want $$ within 2 days. A lot sum of them. In cash. The cash will be used for something that I wont (again) let you know in details.

I have been very worried. I called up my dad and he said he cant transfer it to me because in Jakarta, banks close on the weekend. I called my brother and he said he only can give me not more than 200 and he cant give me on the weekend coz he's busy. I almost gave up. But God whispered to me this evening.

"Louisa dear, let me handle everything. Remember Jeremiah 29:11? My plans are much better than yours. Listen, one thing for sure, I will never let my kids live below prosperity. And what money within 2 days? I have my own time, child! Relax. It's not as if you have a financial problem which cause you to beg so that you can live..."

"If I say yes, I can give you more than that amount you ask me. Do you believe me? Oh well.. You know I have everything right? This universe belongs to me. I can always give what you ask me. Money? Success? A companion? I can give to you. And when I give you, I always give you the perfect one, remember? Louisa, just one key for you to get all those: Ask me, and believe."

He really does make me feel better each time i seek Him. That's why I love to be a Christian.

(And Christian here is not a religion. I dont refer Christianity as a religion. It's a treasure that you chose to take. It's a value that you chose to believe in. It's a blessing that you chose to get.)

I love my God.

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Ok alrites

I think it's time for me to update the bloggie.. it's kind of rotting down there with no people visiting. OK maybe some people actually bother, but they dont bother to tag. Nevermind. Lol.

I was too tired after school, went home in the afternoon, and just when i was about to rest for a while on my bed (just to lie down and listen to some music, playing with my phone, etc.. i did not realise that i was gradually closing my eyes, and.. fell asleep. Dots. And I fell asleep for i think 3 hours? >.< Thats Loooonngg!!!

Sigh. cant believe another day just passed.

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