When things don't work out in a relationship, just think that maybe he's not meant for me.
Unless you are married. Man, that sucks if you are married and things don't work out between you and your spouse. Especially when you have kids. GG.
I won't wanna be in that situation.
This post is dedicated to my appreciation to my friends who has stood by me all these days. And also to God. He heals my broken heart faster than anything else. He clearly told me that He has something better in-store for me.
Thank you to those who has listened to my unbelievable break-up story (I still can't believe it, let alone digest it). You guys are extra excellent.
RR: thanks for reminding me that he will never be happy. That boosts my ego. Lol.
YA: Thanks for listening.
WK: Girl thank you!! Thank you so much. I know you are the one who understands the most, because you know him well enough and you have been through all this similar shit as well in the past. Not with the same guy though but who cares. And help me scold him in Chinese when he's back. Haha.
FI: Thank you sis for reminding me of God and His plans. I went to Him and my heart amazingly stopped bleeding. It still hurts, but at least the blood has stopped dripping.
Abba Father, my God and Saviour Jesus Christ, through the form of the Holy Spirit: Thank You for everything, for this life You have given me. Though it may not be so smooth but You promised that You will be there at all times to hold my hand. And THANK YOU for keeping that promise, although I may have forgotton You many times, but You are still there, watching over me with love and showing me how to live. I thought all the "future" I have created with him for three years is already crushed within days, but You told me "Hey. Why worry about the future? I created the future. Don't ever worry on that one." Then You told me to flip to Jeremiah 29: 11-14. You showed me a much more fabulous future You created for me. You closed this one little door but You opened a way much bigger door for me. Thank You so much.
While I am still broken and crushed, I am slowly building up again. Building up to a much stronger person, a much better individual.
i wanna have a secret hiding place where i can forget everything and be whoever i want to be without concerning how everyone will think about me.
Sucks as hell. I am so gonna leave this country once I have fulfilled my tuition grant contract of working for 3 years.
maybe I should go back to God. Maybe I should consider Him as my only friend, once again. I mean, who needs a best friend right?
We can't choose a family, but we can choose a boyfriend.
I finally gave up eating at the hawker centre near my flat and whipped up some meat and chicken seaweed porridge.
kadang gw sebel kalo mesti pake baju kembaran. as in, pake baju kembaran berduaan sama anak cewek lain. misalnya nih, mama gw beliin baju kembaran buat cici gw dan gw, untuk dipake pas natal. gw sebel. gw malu. knapa? karna menurut gw, baju kembaran itu cuma buat anak kecil, dan gue uda bukan anak kecil lagi.
1. Do you have any pets?
I think it's time for me to get serious with my resolution but at the same time, I am pretty skeptical that it will be successful. So what I will do is to keep this resolution last for only 3 months, and do my own evaluation in end of March 2011. In April, I will make a new resolution and so on. Hopefully I will achieve better this time. So here they are (I try to keep them as reasonable as possible):
1) Don't procrastinate.
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I was watching Youtube and accidentally came across this video on "You know you are Asian when..."
