After So Many Years
I have decided to put this blog to a closure. Thank you for being my patient readers.
If you still want to continue reading, you can go to http://iman-sasa.blogspot.co.id
I thank you and may God bless you.
| at 4:20 PM
I have decided to put this blog to a closure. Thank you for being my patient readers.
If you still want to continue reading, you can go to http://iman-sasa.blogspot.co.id
I thank you and may God bless you.
| at 3:03 AM
my boyfriend somewhat has a sky-high ego that no one seems to be able to tear it down.
Take into account what happened today. A few days ago he asked me to make a power point slide for his internship presentation. I was busy with my stuff and I hadn't started doing it until today when I got a chance to meet him, I suggested for us to make it together.
I don't know what I did wrong, he snapped.
He is completely turned off and he refuses to talk to me.
When he is angry, he would speed his way on the road as if he can't wait to drop me off.
And today, he sped like a flash, without talking a word. And when he got in front of my house, he quickly turned back and leave. Usually he would wait until someone opens the door for me and he leaves. today, he didn't care.
after several hours, i tried to talk to him. and guess what? he is too proud to talk to me.
the power point slide? he asked his friend to check it out, but he synced it to dropbox so i could see it from my computer, which i think is shit.
NO. THIS TIME, I AM NOT GOING TO APOLOGIZE. YOU CAN FIGHT YOUR OWN BATTLE AND I WASH MY HANDS CLEAN. THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
| at 1:42 AM
Mungkin temen-temen gw mempertanyakan, kenapa sih gw memutuskan untuk sekolah lagi? Di Indonesia, bahkan! Itu kayak downgrade banget gak seh? Plis deh. Lu uda cape-cape kuliah di SMU, mahal pula. Ngapain lu kuliah lagi?
| at 10:01 PM
Temen cukup deket gue baru pulang dari Eropa (anggaplah si A) dan dia kasi oleh-oleh lip smacker ke gw dan ke temen cukup deket gw yang 1 lagi (anggaplah si B).
A: gimana? uda coba belum? Gw suka loh manis-manis gitu
B: UDAH!!! MANIS!!! terusss (tiba2 cekikikan).....
A: Gw tau! gw tau!!!
B: iya iya pacar gw pas nyium gw terus kayak, "KOQ MANISSS!!??" (cekikikan lagi)
A: hahahaha... (dan pandangan beralih ke gw) kalo lu gmn??? Si itu udah nyoba belum? (sambil ngelirik ke pacar gw)
Gw: GUE DICIUM AJA KAGAAKKK!!!!????
| at 12:13 AM
Gw hampir lupa gimana rasanya sakit hati, sampai hari ini.
I read your messages to her, and that shattered my heart.
Maybe you were just joking.
Maybe she was one of your best friends.
Maybe you didn't mean it.
But it hurts.
In that conversation you didn't seem to regard me at all.
Like I was nothing.
You ignored my feelings, my status, my existence.
Maybe I over-think things.
But however you judge me, I am already hurt.
I wish I hadn't fallen so deeply into this pitch you and I once created.
| at 9:52 PM
So I have been attached a few months ago and my life has been really wonderful because he has everything a girl like me would ask for.
| at 11:56 PM
It just came to my attention that some people despise Indonesians who always talk in Bahasa Indonesia and refuse to speak English when we are with each other.
........ if you study/work in (hypothetically-speaking), for example, Korea!, where everyone speaks Korean and you need to speak the language too on a daily basis in school/workplace and you meet fellow Singaporeans with the same mother tongue as you over there, would you still speak Korean among each other or would you be tempted to use English... or Singlish? or Chinese? or whatever your mother tongue is?
Bahasa Indonesia is our mother tongue, our native language, a language we are most comfortable speaking in. We grew up speaking Indonesian, and that has become part of our identity and culture. We don't want to be pretentious and be someone we are not. We don't want to lose that just because.
Just like you defend your Singlish as being part of your culture, the same goes to our language. Maybe some of us do speak bad English, but that doesn't mean all of us don't speak proper English if need be. I can speak proper English. My friends can speak proper English. Look at yourselves and see in what way we differ from you guys.
Born in Jakarta, 11 July 1988
Moved to Singapore in 2002
Singapore Management University
School of Information Systems
Graduated from Temasek Polytechnic